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Life Through Music

from Tunnel Vision by Jsalmz

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Life Through Music (J.Bickerstaff) is probably one of the hardest song I've made so far that I can barely listen to. The truth hurts and sometimes it can only be release through music.

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I'll be staring at the clouds
Like you're coming back
Catch me looking at the time
Like it's coming back
Can't believe that you're gone
Gone
Gone
I'll bring you back to life
I'll bring you back in the midst of my song
Song
You're alive
Again

Reminiscing still missing yo face
Still missing your actions still missing your ways
Still live in the past
Still stuck with this pain
I'm still caught up cause still it's real ain't nothing change
Lost so many thoughts are plenty scattered Henny & tears
Drinking many of beers for numbing pain and these fears
Relapsing looking at calendars adding up all these years
Thinking one day you gone knock at the door like "Son, I'm here"
Still waiting... ... ... ... (Pause)
Plenty patience like I'm a doc
I wish I could reverse the hands on that clock
Then I go back to birth. The first moment you held me. Feel a man's warmth from the hands of my pops
Far fetched huh?
Ain't gone never get that back
Got me stressed uhh
Ain't enough time in the world that I could get unnn
Just for a minute with my dad
I'll sacrifice everything I have, still sad

I'll be staring at the clouds
Like you're coming back
Catch me looking at the time
Like it's coming back
Can't believe that you're gone
Gone
Gone
I'll bring you back to life
I'll bring you back in the midst of my song
Song
You're alive
Again

Ion know how to - cope and deal with death
Go through years with stress cause holding tears a mess
I'm pouring beers, ingest
I'm doped, deal with cess
That smoke heals the rest
(J hopes he'll forget)
Not good...
Suppressing feelings
Emotions fill his chest
Shaking out of control
From coke, pills, & meth. Josh gone
My high school holmes killed his self
Never figured a gun trigger would steal your breath
Grandmama left before she could see me on the screen
Uncle Billy, Annaliyah up there resting in peace
Frank dawg bruh I miss you it's so hard to believe
That y'all gone swear it take more than this one 16
Created oceans with tear drops
As I sit here shocked
Reliving the moment I hate the most, it still haunts
You never really understand why they gone
You just want that person back at home

I'll be staring at the clouds
Like you're coming back
Catch me looking at the time
Like it's coming back
Can't believe that you're gone
Gone
Gone
I'll bring you back to life
I'll bring you back in the midst of my song
Song
You're alive
Again

I drift
I runaway
I hide the pain
But it hurts so bad
Praying
For better days
Beyond the pain
But it so hurt so bad

I miss you 7x

I'll be staring at the clouds
Like you're coming back
Catch me looking at the time
Like it's coming back
Can't believe that you're gone
Gone
Gone
I'll bring you back to life
I'll bring you back in the midst of my song
Song
You're alive
Again

Nali I miss you
Nali I miss you
Nali I miss you
Nali I miss you
Nali I miss you already
Nali I miss you already
Daddy I miss you
Uncle I miss you
Grandma I miss you
Josh I miss you
Yeah I miss you already
I miss you already

credits

from Tunnel Vision, released July 14, 2016
Produced by Nice Guy. Recorded at Cincoyo Studios in Marietta, Ga

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Jsalmz Atlanta, Georgia

Justin Timothy Bickerstaff (born November 04, 1989) is an American rapper, singer, and songwriter. Raised in Cobb County, Georgia, he embarked on his musical career as a teenager under the stage name Jsalmz, releasing mixtapes that garnered local attention leading to his signing to Philip J. Kaplan's digital music distribution company in 2015 as in independent artist. ... more

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